Repression

The sun rises

A smile shines out of my eyes

as I look out the window

The grass seems greener

than they have ever been

Dandelions get blown by the wind

and I wish for just one thing

I look back at what has transpired

Broken tables

Wine splattered on the carpet floor

Clothes scattered everywhere

The roses you send every day

still bloom like they were freshly picked from your garden

I feel every trace of ink on the letter

that comes with it

Heavy breathing

I am feeling you

Every inch of you

Every beat of your heart

I wish I could touch you

I wish I could make love to you

at this very moment

I wish I could tell you

that underneath these clothes

I am naked.


I love you, K.